chris hunnas journal

dude

2004-05-06T03:55:19Z

i dont get it. what is it? what is the true meaning behind all of this? i feel stripped of all my dignity and i stand before you naked in the spirit. will you give me this? or will you take it away and hide it like you did for so many? its hard to trust anyone anymore after what ive been through. i wish that i could erase my past, buts its there and there isnt a thing i can do about it. i want you to give me the chance to show you what im made of. without your knowledge of what im capable of, how do you know if im a worthy candidate or not? how dare you leave me in this position? i want to show you more, and you say your afraid. i guess you can say your afraid of the unknown, well i tell you now, there is nothing to be afraid of.

give me your hand.

jeez

2004-04-26T04:08:46Z

i finished my senior project portfolio today. good god, it took so long to do. i think i spent like 4 hours on it. and then i had to do all this yardwork and it was soo hot outside. i hate this weather, what happened to spring? oh well. all is good. sleep is beckoning me. good night.

sweet

2004-04-23T05:22:34Z

tomorrow is the big show. 7 bands, good god! haha. im meditating with the use of good music. love it. im almost ready to go to sleep. good night all.

sweet

2004-04-21T21:59:55Z

im about to have practice. i love it. we practice nearly everyday. i found out that we are playing at bear creek next week today. which is awesome. 2500 kids watching ya play, now thats a freakin show.
today i realized how much i still like someone. i hate it when i do that too, because it happens alot, and never goes anywhere. oh well. life is good.

another school day

2004-04-21T13:52:39Z

man, i am soo tired of this school stuff. i need a brake. we have a show this weekend. its at the legion hall on west lane in stockton. with five minute ride, solace, inner plague, isolate, odds of falling and my band a tendency to fracture. just 5 more weeks of this crap and im on a crise to mexico, not worrying about school. i cant wait.

AAHHH!

2004-04-21T03:29:37Z

i talked to my best friend. i havent talked to him in a month. he was our bass player. i wish friendships were easier. mike, i really am sorry for what happened, and i dont think that our friendship should suffer from it. your my dogg yo. haha. if you need someone to talk to or hang out with, call me up dude. i hope we can work everything out.

my god.

2004-04-21T01:33:46Z

man today sucked. i was so bored. my teacher snitched on me for ditching, and i lost band priveledges for a week straight. oh well.